So today James came over so that I could get him addicted to Big Love like I am. The episode that came on tonight was episode six, he only got to watch 1-3 before jumping to six but hopefully he liked it enough to want to see the two he missed. If not I will be satisfied having become a total failure.
I really do enjoy the show, but I do find that it leaves me in an undesirable place. Of course the sporadic, and might I add somewhat explicit, sex scenes do of course make me wish I had someone to have sex with. Though me being hard up for some loving is an issue, the show really just makes me feel lonely. Sex is great, don't get me wrong, but all the other touching is just as important… probably more so. I just want someone to snuggle with… but for now I have to settle with My Pet Monster.
Before watching the final episode we decided to smoke some Salvia, which is a legal hallucinogen. I smoked it once before and I had some weird visual distortions and was excited about trying this stronger formula. Wow, I was not let down at all! I of course started giggling, but then it appeared as though the sides of the room were being pulled upwards and the middle of the room was sagging. There were three distinct layers of the room and it looked like every one's head was on one of the layers and each layer was moving individually. I realize how very little that makes sense, but these things are just very difficult to describe. I said a bunch of stupid stuff and my roommates all laughed at me, and it was pretty damn fun.
Jeremy tried it after I did… he tried to get up, stumbled and then just preceded to laugh(the funniest laugh I'd ever heard come out of him) for about 3 or 4 minutes straight… as of course we laughed at him. Holly didn't like it, as soon as it happened she started saying she wanted it to stop, but she kept laughing. I think she was just scared and worried that the trip was going to go bad… always think you are going to have a great trip or else you're screwed. Anyways, watching Holly was hilarious, she said everything around her, her whole life was bouncing. I wish she had had as much fun on it as I did, maybe I'll get her to try it again.
